Wednesday 24 July 2013

I'm back to blog. | Go to post ➜

Life.

Yeap, I'm back to blogging. I miss playing around with the blog skins. How am I? I'm great, but not that great. I'm so confuse with my life. What I'm going to do now is going to take effect in future. Should I quit the course? Or should I just continue, but for god sake I hate that old man's face. He's causing me so much trouble, can't keep his mouth shut and can't keep his hands off my privacy. Honestly, My parents had said nothing about my relationship with my boyfriend. I don't really think I need your opinion or decisions in my life, when you're just a stranger to me. Yeah, thanks for trying to be caring. I'm good enough to think what's right and wrong for me. I don't need another stranger coming into my life, and destroy my life. Please, I lead the way I want my life to be. I won't be successful ? So what? I'm gonna end up being a housewife, What the fuck you want? Yeah, so what? I'm so done with people saying, they care for me. But ends up, being so fucking busybody and I hate it. Give me a damn break, Let's just say... Treat me the way you want to be treated. If you fuck my day up, I'll fuck your day up too. Look Old man, You're just my Class Advisor, Nothing more. Not my dad,Not my boyfriend(ew, hell no), Not my brothers, Not even my relatives. So how about you shut the fuck up and mind your own business? I really can't wait to get rid off you, Delete off your number, Forget you. You know what? I really hate and dislike him, just like how I hate animal cruelties. I wish I could kill him instead, But hey.. maybe slow torture would be wonderful.(haha, no I'm not a sadist).

Back to my life, I'm growing up with a handsome lovely prince of my life. I love him, really much. We,Sometimes don't get along and would argue for days, but I have forgiven him way before he apologize because I love him, I love him more than I could ever do. It can't be measured. But I don't show much affection, because I'm scared. Scared of what? Of him leaving me, He's too perfect for me, I'm just an ugly potato, A skinny one for sure. I would just accept his compliment when he calls me cute, but deep inside. I know I'm not all that. I'm too aggressive, egoistic, disappointing, rude and stubborn. Oh my god, Someone please help me. He's sometimes, annoying but in a cute way. Whatever he does, Just too cute! He's funny, and always helping me no matter what, I love how he's always there for me. Be it, By my side or far away. He still texts and calls me, Update me about his driving training, I love how he's excited to get a Vespa, cruising around Singapore with me, He planned to go Sydney by end of next year. I hope it's not cancelled. I'm dying to go overseas with the one I love.

Working life? eh, I just got a job in G2000. Yeah, Surprisingly....Not. but I appreciate being able to have a job in the meantime. I will work my ass off, to earn some money. What to do? I've already quitting the course, I HATE SO MUCH. Probably taking my job seriously now. Ah, I guess that's all for now. Have a good day ahead. 

15:48

Saturday 29 December 2012

Moo. | Go to post ➜

Hey hi ho.
I'm back to blogging, I realize.. Blogging really keeps me away from being depress.
I don't know why, the person I really love, Would become such a two-face asshole.
I don't know what else to say, I'm lost. Confuse, and tired of every bullshit.
I'm so stress up, I don't know what else to do. I got rejected from college, I don't have a job.
I have a bill to settle, My dad pass $50 to my mum to pay half of it, but she used the money for her own use.
I dont know If i Should really confront her. I don't know, I don't know anything at all.
I keep on making mistakes, All the time. It's really normal to be people making mistake once in a while.
But, I guess I am really Unlucky. OH well, I don't know.... I don't know anymore,
I really want to give up right now.. Sigh, It's just a short post to keep me okay. 
xoxo,
read it while you can. ♥

09:47

Wednesday 14 December 2011

I miss everything. | Go to post ➜

 

Well, this is the only place I can let out. Twitter isn't as safe anymore, I need to get this out of me. I've been emotionally hurt easily nowadays, I don't even know what's wrong with myself.  sigh. I miss everything, Miss him, miss happy moments. I miss eating together with him, making fun of him. I miss all that, I don't feel like it's necessary to share this with him, well if only he find this blog. He's the bestest boyfriend + brother to me. I love him, really do. Nothing will be able to replace him.

xoxo,

❤

11:09